Your Addiction

"Hold this for a minute," you would say.
While sprinking tobacco in a roll.
And the tobacco, neatly it lay,
As you burnt something looking like coal.
It's only dope, you would remind me,
When you saw my nervous glance.
Wait till your older, then you will see,
And you did your happy dance.
I promise it will do no harm,
Then into the joint the dope went.
Honestly it just makes me calm.
As you rolled I knew what you meant.
You licked the paper, made it wet,
Stuck it down and lit up one end.
You inhaled, I was in your debt.
Things I've done to you, I will mend.
I know it will not hurt you,
As you told me from the start.
You will do what you want to do,
And I cannot stop you,
I mean it from the heart.