A piece of me

I look around me and all I see
is the pain that my life has left me
I don't understand the gifts i have
nor do I see life with out them
I don't realize the way things have gone
the lessons in life I have learned
In one small breath
I spread the words
that only the god above
can give a translation for
I don't understand the lies I have been told
nor do I seem to care how they unfold
all I'm really saying is
why does life have to end
with no hope left but whats ahead and
no thoughts left of what could be the end
nor how things where and how they helped
but just getting out of what we call hell




ok i know this probably makes no sense. just thought id put something out. More is to come.