About breaking down amidst abuse, and finding hope. |
Okay - All right, Okay - All right... I've heard the voiceless endless fright. It's been my loveless, saveless night.. Repeated till the dawn of light; When courage is restored & I feel I can fight. But it won't be avoided, try as I might.. To keep myself hidden just out of sight. Noone hears my pitiful plight. So I wait in silence for days to be bright. Okay - All right, I know it's been.. Their failing, wretched, Godless sin.. Ever waiting, watching, and then... Finding, following, breaking in. Only me to hurt - all over again. Where have my Guardian Angels been? ..To not have noticed, or sought to tend My frightened heart - or tried to mend The damage done when they didn't defend. I listen for them in the breath of the wind. Okay -All right, So where did I go? What did I find, and how do I know.. If being here still is not just for show? I whisper my prayers soft and low.. As I meditate under the moon's tranquil glow And all my pain, in a kiss I do blow Some answers will come as I continue to grow The lessons I learn, in my mind I will stow.. To help me prevent any future helpless woe. My shame I will send on the wings of a crow.. And never again be silent for the sins of a foe Ever after creating my own free energy flow. |