ENVY

You said you like the thing I wear,
You said you want them.
You said you like my boyfriend,
You said you want him.
You said that I have everything you want
You want to envy me?
What if I told you that these are not my clothing?
What if I told you that my boyfriend is not what you think he is? But he’s someone that is always cheating on me.
What if I told I rather die than have my life.
Always depressed,
Always inflicting pain upon yourself.
Scared of failure,
Scared of what other people think of me.
So before you envy me,
Look at you cup of tea firs.
You’re stronger than I am.
I know that for a fact.
So don’t ever envy me
Just be yourself
Never want what you can’t have.