Betrayal

Anger like I’ve never felt
I’ve never hated someone so much
Never been so hurt in my entire life
So disgusted
My stomach bubbling
It feels like I’ll throw up
I gag over and over
Crying hysterically
The only thing I can imagine doing
Crying forever
All happiness sucked from my person
Incapable of clear thought
Incapable of any emotion other than pain
Everything hurts all at once
My entire body just fails
I cant walk
My body only capable of crying
Betrayal of the worst kind
Of a friend
And of the mind
Someone I trusted
In one moment our friendship given away
In one night
I cant be angry though
She’s sorry
She knows what she did
She knows how I feel
And she regrets it
Forgiveness given
My mind though
The worst betrayal of all
It still aches
It burns to think of that night
The night my world changed
The night everything changed
I never knew sadness until that night
Why?
Still fresh in my mind
But Why?
He’s not sorry
He doesn’t care
He understands
He just has no feelings
How Attractive…
I care about everyone
Everyone could care less about me
that’s not why I care though
I care because I love
I love because I’m me
I cant forgive my mind
Maybe in time
I’ll forget him
And Forgive myself