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Someone I love changed by drugs |
You used to be different Not too long ago You were you Now But a shell Of your former self Fun times over Games forgotten Laid aside as something meaningless Well they meant a lot to me They meant a lot to others At one time they even meant a lot to you Why do things change? Why couldn’t perfection last a lifetime? Why can’t you just go back to you? Substance necessary for happiness No ambition No goals Body broken by your form of happiness Mind ripped in two by your happiness What about the people who love you? What about their happiness? You didn’t think about them You probably won’t You don’t even think about you anymore You just think of your chemical happiness Incapable of standing straight Let alone of thought For yourself For another For anyone People say you’re happy I sense such sadness To be happy is to feel You don’t Not sure if you can be you again Not sure of anything Death is only sure thing Sudden I know I hurt for you To see you Such sadness To hold you Ecstasy Remembrance of old To hold you for just a second To feel like I have some control I don’t You don’t I’d give anything to fix it To fix you To get you to fix yourself To fix us in turn I’m not Mr. Fix it I don’t have the cure I can’t help you Unless you want to help yourself I want to save you Please ask |