FEARS

My worst fear is to be alone.
My worst fear is to be left behind by God and his angels.
I see myself in the apocalypse running to safety, but know one is there to help me.
Know one is there to hold me.
My worst fear is to loose my family.
My worst fear is not to get to heaven and to God.
My heart is not so pure anymore as when I was a child.
I live to live off others and their love, but if I loose that than I will have nothing.
I wonder sometimes if HE really exists, or is it just a figment of our imagination. Could one man really have made up a lie that we have followed for centuries.
I don’t know.
For my sake, I pray God has mercy on my sinning soul.
I fear he will not and I shall have a one way ticket to hell.
To some it may be appealing, however, when you go to hell you never come back.
I fear the worst.