Being a survivor of child abuse, torture, molestation and discrimination is hard enough but, when you add mental illness to the mix, surviving is harder than ever. I suppose that explains why I wasn't supposed to make it to twenty one. After years of blaming myself and the world, I decided to finally write it all down. I guess you can only hear that you should write your life story so many times before it finally sinks in and you do it if for no other reason, than to not have to hear someone say I should, even one more time. What you are going to read here, it's all true, this is my life story.