They say that there is a book in everyone. My problem is, I do not know where to start. I question myself daily on the 'writing' thing. What do I want to acheive? A millionaires paycheck and to live happily ever after; after all. That is a fantasy, reality is that I have a subject which is taboo, the lessons I learned are real. I wonder how many people would want to know? How many would want to read about how my life has been affected by my younger sibling's suicide. I have a story or two to tell and I hope by being here, I acheive my dream and spill the beans. If my book helps one person, just one, its job will have been done.