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Dissociated Thoughts

by LeJenD'

Rated: 18+ · Book · Writing.Com · #2251487

Guided by prompts from WDC blogging challenges... and of course, life

HI! I'm Jenn - and I'm all over the place (well, at least my mind is). In this blog, I have attempted to gather my thoughts on things prompted/inspired by WDC blogging challenges from "Journalistic Intentions"

, "The Soundtrack of Your Life"

, "Blogging Circle of Friends "

, "30-Day Blogging Challenge ON HIATUS"

and, well, LIFE.

Signature for those who are nominated for a Quill Award in 2021

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10 Most Recent Blog Comments:

NaNotatoGo!

Jun 3, 2024 at 4:12pm
In response to "One Weird Weekend"

Wow! That sounds super stressful. I hope the rest of June goes better for you.

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🌕 HuntersMoon

Jun 3, 2024 at 2:36pm
In response to "One Weird Weekend"

Nothing to worry about... It was just the ghost of Jerry Lee Lewis passing by.

Glad you're OK.

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LeJenD'

Jun 3, 2024 at 2:07pm
In response to "One Weird Weekend"

That's the truth! I always seem to find ways of putting myself right where there is possibility of exactly that, but somehow usually manage to stay safe and unharmed. Someone greater than me is looking out for me, of that I am certain.

Cubby

Jun 3, 2024 at 1:58pm
In response to "One Weird Weekend"

Oh, my!!! Thank goodness you weren't hurt!

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Schnujo's Doing NaNoWriMo?

Mar 20, 2024 at 2:56pm
In response to "Getting Through Today"

I'm so sorry things are so hard.

Elycia Lee ☮

Mar 15, 2024 at 6:09am
In response to "Grieving"

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👼intuey

Jul 25, 2023 at 1:51pm
In response to "What Goes Up Must Come Down"

Hey, My heart goes out to you. I can relate. I'm Bipolar also. They diagnosed me as manic-depressive years ago, but it still took years for a diagnosis. I'm doing much better these days, but still have my highs and lows. The combination of Lexapro and Abilify has been the greatest help. I've tried a lot of different medication combos, and I have to say that just adding Abilify has helped me greatly!

My furbabies are everything to me. They're always near. I have two terrier-mix little girls. I wouldn't even want to think of what life would be like without them. They may be dogs, but they're good for hugs, cuddling, and talking to. They've been with me through thick and thin.

You're so right, they are definitely perceptive. They know when you need extra attention, and they know when to keep an eye out for you. They are definitely a blessing from God.

If you ever need to talk or just rant, feel free to write me.

I hope you're feeling better.

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LeJenD'

Jun 29, 2023 at 7:15pm
In response to "What Goes Up Must Come Down"

Thanks for reading and understanding, it means a lot. And I agree, my fur-boys are definitely gifts from God too!

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Jay O'Toole

Jun 29, 2023 at 7:01pm
In response to "What Goes Up Must Come Down"

LeJenD, you're not by yourself. I've battled depression in cycles throughout my life so far. I think in some ways, it's hereditary. As an adult, I have become convinced, that my Mom had undiagnosed Bipolar Disorder. When she was feeling "good," she'd take my brother and me to "the big town" to play all day. When she was feeling "bad," I had my hands full counseling her for hours. Who knew that wasn't a teenager's job?

Poetry has become such a balm for my soul. The depression is still there, but it seems to bring some level of relief when I put my feelings down in a poem. Amazingly enough, some of my best poetry has been written when I was depressed. The Lord has graciously given me the gift of poetry.

BTW, dogs are quite perceptive animals. Mine is lying on the floor near me as I write. I think she's a gift from God, too.

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March 15, 2024 at 12:56pm

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Getting Through Today

First of all, let me just say that today sucks. Just like yesterday sucked and tomorrow will likely suck. It has already begun. I just spent thirty minutes typing out today's blog entry for it to just disappear into the nether regions of the interweb instead of publishing the post like it should have. Oh well. Par for my life.

Tomorrow is the memorial service for my Grandma. My Mom and her brother and sisters decided on a memorial service rather than a funeral, so this is what we are going to do. Yeah, I'll get to see family that I haven't seen in a long while, but why should the death of a loved one be the thing that brings us all together?! Couldn't we have come together at a more pleasant time? It is what it is though. I have no control over it. Just like I have no control over how I feel. I can only control what the world sees and Boy! do I ever do that! So, this entry is much shorter than the first one I tried to post, but I have no desire to retype everything all over again. I have no desire to do much of anything of late. Can tell that the depression is sitting inside, poisoning my mind. What's new though. It has been a roller coaster ride of highs and lows for most of my life. I'm not allowed to die yet so I just exist from day to day. Getting through one day just to wake to the next and do it all again. Such is my lot in life. I'm chasing after that dream of a good day, I suppose. Get through the day, get through the day. Work helps because I go into auto-pilot and don't have to think or feel. I don't have to show the real me.

Oh well, gonna get through today so I can try to get through Grandma's funeral tomorrow.

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