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One man's journey to find the way home |
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Created: August 15th, 2016 at 3:49pm
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I am an American Baptist ordained minister. I began my life journey in Massachusetts, where I was called to help people understand what it meant to know a loving God. The call came during a time when I was wrestling with how to help my brother Kurt, who was diagnosed with Schizophrenia during my high school years. I was a new Christian by my senior year following trying to understand what it meant for me to care about a person like my brother who others tended to stay away from.
After twenty three years in Massachusetts, God sent me to the land of Kansas City where I spent about 35 years of my life. I was a pastor, a resident chaplain, a supervisor in training and most recently a caregiver and security. Everything I have done vocationally has been with God in mind. That does not mean that I am totally comfortable with all the movings of the Spirit.
I am now in Erie where I do not know very many people. I came here because of my wife. She is from Erie and coming here was the right thing to do. It just plain made sense. My kids had grown up. I did not like Kansas city in terms of climate and was looking forward to a change. I had become very frustrated vocationally and longed to come to Erie to get a second opinion, because I honestly believed that was what God had wanted for me. I left behind kids and grandkids who I loved!!!! I had two jobs that I enjoyed. They were both very appreciative of my skills and I was making more money with the two jobs than I ever had. I heard more than once. ARE YOU CRAZY?
Well I can only say that I am in love with God's leading. I am starting all over again. It has not been easy. Maybe some of you can offer me some words of support. I am lonely despite the fact my wife is with me. She battles depression and has two siblings that are having similar battles. When it is all said I am in a depressed community with a depressed wife and her family. So I begin the conversation....
WELCOME!!
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December 9, 2024 at 11:24am
December 9, 2024 at 11:24am
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I watched as nurses took turns trying to get a cap off my line. It was a relief to have it finally come off. One day at a time. I will look forward to leaving and hopefully nothing happens like it for a while. |
December 8, 2024 at 1:45pm
December 8, 2024 at 1:45pm
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Chemicals cascading. Lots of of dreams last night washing feet and baptism. The two relate and it seems like a good way to arise out of sin and get saved. If only to see the possibility that I might rise out of trouble. Can it be true? Rising out of bed to relax. God be with me
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December 7, 2024 at 6:03pm
December 7, 2024 at 6:03pm
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I may have more questions than answers.
Hopefully I can learn more patience in the midst of not knowing what is going on
with cancer and life. Time will tell. It is more and more difficult to be in relationship with others. Hopefully healing will come to the extent I share a progress worth celebrating. |
December 5, 2024 at 11:41am
December 5, 2024 at 11:41am
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I am glad that people have attended to my many blogs that rhymes with frog. I will not be sharing much longer. Much mystery awaits something to share on another day. Thanks for the many ways you blessed me. Now truly my life is in God's hands as long as the journey takes place. |
December 4, 2024 at 10:53am
December 4, 2024 at 10:53am
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I read my blog to people and am always surprised by differing responses. I am not sure I am ready for all that happens. I try to be ready and feel inadequate. Things don't make sense. Do I go to pt today at 10. Need to check. |
December 3, 2024 at 5:48pm
December 3, 2024 at 5:48pm
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Maybe a little toouch drama. I will all the stuff outy current place and figure out what this means therapeutically. I pray to be strong enough. It has been a long arduous journey already. |
December 1, 2024 at 11:00am
December 1, 2024 at 11:00am
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Over the top thankful that my sister can help me with rent for the month. It has been a long longonth. I am beyond grateful. Now we will see how the pieces of the puzzle come together. Easier said than done. |
November 30, 2024 at 8:35am
November 30, 2024 at 8:35am
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Trusting strength to continue. I am hoping to continue writing even with no storage. I continue to fight cancer. I love writing but also know I have limits. I am glad I can still blog. It seems one window closed means I still have opportunity to share by blogging. I hope everyone has a great day. I am glad to be a part of such a caring community |
November 29, 2024 at 8:29am
November 29, 2024 at 8:29am
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Grateful for time with family. I spent most of yesterday talking to family members. At times making good connections. There is nothing more important than saying hello to family and friends on the holiday. I talked with brothers and sisters. It was the highlight of my day. It is a great gift to be with family on a holiday |
November 28, 2024 at 7:46am
November 28, 2024 at 7:46am
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Hope springs eternal in the season of thanksgiving. I have a lot of challenges and yet knowing God is with me makes it worth it. I am above all glad for the season of thanksgiving and possible outcomes. Today I will be by myself on a holiday. Family is never far away. I am glad to blog.ay God help me in ways others see and believe. Right now so many obstacles. Be with me Lord. |
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