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"Why did I say those words, when I just didn't mean it?" Look what I really did just wasn't acceptable but still what I later went on saying now really feels wasn't true or right at all. I just made myself go through things which maybe wasn't meant for me and now I am like really (What the !), What have I done. I really created a lot of things which was really not necessary and now I feel like what a Shit๐. Exactly guys, I have done so many kiddish things which I thought before was really something and now it's all like I am thinking about it and laughing at myself. Totally was so stupid what I did before and now I still sometimes take it serious and then sometimes again I feel like I have gained consciousness and maybe back to right path. See still the word "Maybe" exists, this is what I hate about myself ๐คฆ. #Me# #IdoticME# #Stupid# #anxious# #thinkingAllOverAgain# #Literally# #feelsLikeWorstEver# #butStillToGetOverThings# #MadnessAllOver# #MadME# #UpsAndDowns๐๐# |
"Shaayad" (Basically it's in Hindi) Yeh Shaayad ek aisa sawaal aur jawaab hy jismein kabhi na kabhi har koi fus jaata hy.......pata nahi kyun lekin iss ek shabdh mein, aisi khaas baat kya hy jo har kisiko rok leta hy apne mein , jahan hazaron sawaal jawaab rehete hy lekin inn sabke jawab kuch logon ko mil jaatein hy aur kuch log issi mein ulaj kar reh jaate hy. Iss 'shaayad' mein aisi kya baat hy jo sabko ek baar keliye apne aap mein thaam leta hy aur uss uljan ke alawa aur iss wajhe se Shaayad apna dimag kuch nigal hi nahi paata ya samaj nahi paata. Hum khud iss Shaayad mein aise ghule huye, jaise ki samandar apna shor. |
How confusing is the feeling of Love Isn't it? I just don't understand why there are different sequences in it. How confusing does it makes our mind, sometimes seems like it's totally out of control and some different place for living. Maybe like a black hole๐ . Seems like sometimes it makes us feel too weak and sometimes stronger than thought. Hearing about it seems interesting but feelings of it are too difficult to handle๐ . Sometimes it's not it bt we think it is it and then later when we realise it wasn't, it will be too late or sometimes still not known ๐. #Feelings# #messedFeelings# #LoveRnot# #Unknownthings# #unknownME# #ConfusedMe๐# #OutOfReach(OOR)# #Crazyones# #CrazyMe๐# |
* StoRy TiME * And it begins.... All from being a person who never knew what would be the sequence in the future, went through a path which was and is never known that whether the things where/ are right or wrong. Never thought this would still be a question in the present because due to some unknown feelings of the opposite/other person. The thoughts where messed due to immaturity and being a person with thousands of questions and short-tempered. The thing started because of the othe person's behaviour which for me seemed to be rude and with some attitude. I never had idea that the person would reply me in such a way as the person was never like that, as heard before. The persons behaviour or my so called immature thoughts led me to take such a step that I regretted for a long time..... maybe the other person still thinks that it was wrong or maybe the person never ever had a thought about it ๐. Here is the actual thing, I don't know whether that person still thinks about it or just had moved on. If the person had moved on then it's really great....and what if not, what if the person is still thinking about it ( I know it's not necessary the person needs to think how I do๐ ) just "Suppose" , what can I do?? I just hope the person really doesn't think about it ๐ if the person does then I need to put me bk on guilty mode๐ . It is better if, through some source it's made known to me that there is no any such thoughts in that person's mind and I can let myself free from it. So I just hope that the person is living life with no such thoughts as me and living a better life โบ๏ธ๐. #WhatIf# #Whatifnot# #OMG# #regret# or #noregret# #totallymessedthoughts# #needtoknow# or #maybeneednotknow# #confusedME# |
Hey guys! What do u think about life???? Let me tell you my life seems to be totally like messed all because of financial probs. Don't know what to do and what not. All things seems to be messed up in life. Feeling like stuck in a cave where there's no way out ๐ I know it's temporary but still...... #messedLife# #messedMe# |
{item:2232242} "The Whatever Contest -- Closed for Now"
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This irregular contest will change each round. Nature poem? Horror story? Whatever.
#2232242 by Schnujo's NOT Doing NaNoWriMo
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