Hi Ski-ster!
The main strength of this poem seems to lie in the genuine, realistic expressions of the writer’s emotions. These emotions, themselves credible and realistic, are easily identifiable with. Therefore, such exaggerations as, “her sensual essence…” and “engulfing every inch of my …body”, serve to bring these sensual emotions to greater clarity and liveliness before the reader’s eye. There is also the beauty of its consistency in thought development which redounds to its credibility: it is not here a question of a loose, contrived imagination, but a fact, a reality, something which did happen. This observation is, of course, without prejudice to the realising power of creative imagination, through which fancies can be transformed into reality. This “recount” might well be an expression of such imaginative creativity relating something which “did happen” only in the imagination. But the consistency of its expressiveness must be cited for its empathetic vicariousness or for the reality of its virtual experientiality. This realism is further corroborated with the unrestrained flow of the emotive sixth, seventh and eighth stanzas:
“A soft glow appears, highlighting a silhouette in the window
showing distinct womanly curves. The vivacious mannerisms and an aura of sensual energy
are radiated through the rain and into my own body.
”I can feel her soul watching me, I can imagine her warm breasts and her sensual essence
completely engulfing every inch of my hard wanting body.
A slight shiver travels through me as I toss my cigarette to the curb and
turn to meet her eyes with mine.
”The instant our visions touch an electrifying charge momentarily freezes me
I grin showing approval and desire.
I walk slowly away, knowing she will follow.
She always does as my control over her is strong.”
In these stanzas, the passion and fever of the emotions makes the structures “circumvent” the consistency of the structure observable in other stanzas. These stanzas sprawl and scatter in a fever of sensual paroxysm. Genuine emotions, more or less bursting the bounds of inner composure (which the consistent and “gentle” structure of the other stanzas suggests).
I have the following suggestions in Thought Development :
(1)” A window I have spent many nights watching and waiting.”
I am aware that poetic license allows the circumvention of grammatical rules, yet grammar seems to have a “poetic say” here in the context of the entire poem: Have you been “watching” the window and also “waiting” [?] the window? That is the question Grammar obliges one to ask. Of course, unconventional as it sounds, it is quite possible to “wait” a window—in poetry; for instance, to leave it intact—open, closed, clean, dirty, etc—to make a window “wait”. But there is hardly any evidence of “waiting the window” in latter stanzas of the poem. If on the other hand, this sentence is taken to mean, ‘I have spent many nights watching the window, waiting night after night”, the latter stanzas will provide no justification, for there is nothing about a “night after night” waiting in them. Suppose the nightly waiting is described, or hinted at, in further stanzas? Or the “many nights” in the first stanza removed and substituted with such a phrase as “so much time”. And if “nights’” was used figuratively to refer to this very sensual-rain occasion, then it might be necessary to explore the progressive phases of the “night” on this occasion, for consistency of thought. For instance, the appearance of moons, the changing clouds, etc. Otherwise, won’t “A window I SPENT many nights watching and…” do?
(2) The second line of the fifth stanza, “The vivacious mannerisms and an aura of sensual energy are radiated through the rain and into my own body”, I think could be made more concrete—more descriptive and definite. “The vivacious mannerisms” does not appear to give a very clear clue about what the woman was doing. Consequently, the nature and intensity of the “sensual energy” that was radiated cannot be clearly visualized.
Well done! Write on!
Tee
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