Will To Live

I lie my head upon the thy throne
Pain and suffering that is unknown
I give my soul to feed thy greed
Though my heat i keep for it I need
My heart sustains the life within
Although casuing me to Sin
I search for Gods to give me life
Upon my heart they shall use their knife
With a blade of emerald stone
My blood is shed and my pain is sewn
The Gods themselves display their wrath
Using my blood to fill their bath
Not to bathe, but to drink
With my mind they want to think
That the light will shine
Andbring them amongst the divine
These Gods aren't real, they are only fake
Yet I give myself upon the stake
For with nothing left to give
I have lost the will to live