This is about the death of my one and only brother who had muscular dystrophy |
Too much fights Struggle and pain Sometimes I thought I'd go insane I couldn't stand you with me sometimes Thats what I thought But I was wrong,right? They say you never know how much someone means to you and your life and how important they maybe Until they're gone and never coming back and that is when your feelings attack The feelings of hurt guiilt and anger the ones that burn that seem to last forever They come, they haunt they put me in depression All of a sudden I feel Total oppression That's too much to bear too much for my mind that begins to tear through my heart that cries Cries for you I want you back I didnt want you to go Because Now I lack My brother my only One I had I feel so lonely cold and sad Who will watch movies with me? Who will play Playstation games constantly? Who will tell mommy That I'm wrong? Who will copy the way I talk? I go to your room and start to cry then I ask myself, why? Why wasn't I a perfect sister? Why couldn't I try to be even better? I know I was bad many many times and it haunts my head and thoughts at night I know you have a better place there where you're happy and can be free of a life unfair But I still do seek your forgiveness and I pray that we meet where we're promised forever happiness I love you Marwan Forgive me please I know this is what God wants And I'll never disagree........... |