My Heaven

Ever seen a person who looks happy, has a good house, great family and loving freinds. They always got on my nerves, their smiles seem to curse me. I had so much hate in me. Sometimes I felt like crying and breaking down in the middle of a party. My depression never seemed to go away.

I was one of those people who had everything in life but never seemed to appreciate it anymore. I didn't want anymore money, anymore parties and laughs. All I wanted to be, was a lonely man sitting on a rocking chair watching his favourite sitcom. I could not take it no more. I pulled the chair towards the rope that was suspended from the roof. Getting on the chair and strapping the rope tightly around my neck, I said my last prayers. I kick the chair away from me and pain replaces my thoughts of death.

Suffocating I try my best to die, but it seems to take forever for me to breath my last. The rope suddenly breaks and I drop with a big BANG!! Gasping for air, I cry like a new born baby. My mind seemed to clear. I knew what I had to do...

I smiled as I told the story to the crowd sitting in front of me. These cancer victims thought that they had nothing to live for but if I could touch one heart it would make this world my heaven. Life is what you make it...