that pretty much explains it

something i could have
said it penetrates
constantly no alleviation from
the monstrocity born from me
torn from the pages where they define
ferocity blind to see anything
beyond my atrocities darkness
inside of me weighs down my
mindset it's sound to expect
i wrecked a few safety nets laid
down a few bets and won a few
regrets screw around long enough
that's what you will get so how do i let
go of so many burdons wrong turns and
unlearned burns and closed curtains the fuck ups
and bullshit can i finally quit pretending to know
what i should be learning



(no puncutation! this may make it difficult to catch some kind of beat, i'm open to suggestions on how i could format it to represent my strange rhyme scheme...thanks!)