Dear Love/ Return to Sender

You said fuck me, but I love you
You want me out of your life, but I don't think we're through
You want me to not call and to leave you alone, but I say baby come on and tell me what's wrong
I'm still in a state of confusion as to how you came to your conclusion, but my heart is bruised and I'm steadily losing in this game we call life
What was once a dream to me has become a nightmare instantly and the memories of the moments we've shared are leaving me impaired emotionally
My mental has taken a toll on my physical and my physical has decreased the level of my spiritual and with the negative sloping of the three catastrophes all combined and intertwined, life has utterly left me a damn mess
Not being able to function properly
I can't eat
I can't sleep
And can barely think, except for when it comes to me having thoughts of you
Now, I know we've had our differences, but let's set aside our pride, appoint love as our guide and go along for this ride
Because I see me in you and you in me and us and we being eternally in a world we've created for ourselves to dwell happily
See, you caught me with your strong intellectual stimulation
With your bold ways and your intriguing conversation
You had me hanging on every single word you spoke
And had no idea of the emotions your words would evoke, until now
Your invigoration and motivation were an inspiration to me, but your recent interpretation led to my contemplation and soon explanation out of desperation, which is why I've given you complete insight to my soul
You wanted to know how I felt
Well, there it is
All fifty two cards dealt
Not one word I've spoken is less than true and all I've ever wanted was for you to love me the way I love you