I'm not sorry

Sorted thoughts
of you and me
Fought to keep you
the way you used to be
Claw your eyes out
kiss your scar
Just stand there
while I back up my car
My love and hate
resemble you
The pain you caused
and put me through
I'm not sorry
for what I've done
Fighting is only good
when I know i've won
Nails down your back
cut you oh so deep
My list of demands
forever getting steep
Experiment I do
to push you away
I'll push you so hard
that you'll leave someday