Human...part two

Temporary ease,
what damage have I caused?
The line has been crossed...
The image left hollow...
The beauty unfolded...
The truth has been told.
But still this riddle,
the treachurous truth.
Refusing to be solved by
anyone but you.
So close. Reaching for
false wisdom.
Shut the gate,
slam the door.
I then scream in my misery.
How much longer will this go on?
Escape the clutches of this
newfound trust.
Trust means nothing.
Leaving you defenseless.
Drowning you of oxygen.
I'm pounding on the door
separating me from fresh air.
HEAR ME! The words slam
against the corners of my mind,
eating away what's left of my sanity.
I lye on my bed.
I will not cry.
Crying solves nothing.
I'm drifting between the two
worlds I've created.
Why did she do this to me?
Why did she leave me here,
screaming for relief?

And now is when I think of you.

Memories flash, then they're gone.
I am left with peace.
Teach me to trust again...
Teach me to love...
I wanna' laugh with my heart
again, NOT my mind.
I wanna' cry like the best of em'.

Teach me.

Show me freedom.