a poem about pain suffering loss and love |
Sitting alone on the top of a lonely hill Nothing surrounding her but dark looming trees The sun is fading away about her And her delicate golden-brown hair falls in her face Reminiscing about the way things were Waking once again the memories she labored so mercilessly to bury The grass under her is piercing A white layer of frost paints a picture over it The chill of the air freezes her in place Gently tears stream down her cheeks glistening in the fading twilight With every single tear shed goes another lost dream Faintly singing a deplorable love song that once held so much meaning The hollow words ringing in her ears As she tries one last time to abandon all thoughts of deceit The vain lies that once filled her heart Left only with a deep dark void to replace it Lost in the vast abyss of her thoughts Her dreams have become no more than mere dreams Fading away one by one till no more remain He is her everything the stars that twinkled and shone in her night sky The sun that lights up her daytime and brings her warmth He was the only thing she had left in this depressing world And now he has disappeared, faded into the night just as quickly as he came With her last breath she seals up a handwritten letter Addressed to the boy who stole her heart She knows she cant go on without him and she refuses to Still sitting atop the lonely hill she takes her one last moment In their special spot, their getaway from the troubles of the world She slowly arises and gently brushes the cold white frost off of her clothes She takes the knife out of her pocket and stares at it for a moment The sharp silver blade glistening in the moonlight she looks at her reflection In the sky above her the moon is blue, the night is black, and the stars have faded into darkness. Sitting back down in the snow, white as the stars that usually grace the dark night sky She plunges the knife deep into her broken heart And with her last breath in a barely audible whisper she says “I love you more than life itself I just wish you could have seen it too, without you my love, there is no point in living, may the sweetest of dreams grace you tonight, goodnight my love” Her Crimson blood and twilight tears now soak their snowy getaway She had to end it where it all started |