A Few Poems

I wrote this poem when I was about 12 and a half! :) Enjoy!


I'm lost,
I'm scared,
no one is home.
And all I hear
is the telephone.

but in the next room,
I lie in defeat.
crying in pain,
there is no retreat.

I'm bruised,
I'm swollen,
and you made me this way.

now you have regrets,
but you have to pay.




Here's another poem since I don't have anymore room to put anymore,enjoy


If you look in her eyes, the hidden prophecy
if you look into his eyes, the lies that he told
patient and secret, caught glimpses that made her blush.
No one will ever know, but how could they
when their so blind to the beauty, and the beast.
Words that make no sense, death of today
will anyone give it a rest?
Even if you lie forever, how can the darkness feel so wrong?
Your right, I'm wrong I get it. Now get over yourself.


Blinding stars catches her eye, Lord please just give me a try
he denies but always comes back to me.
(she's nothing to me)
Or so he says, but what happens when we reach for one another?
Fingers touch, electric shock
Love has never been so wrong (or ever so right)
Push comes to shove, the want never ceases
just hold me please one last time
(I'll never let go if I do)
Then if you love me, let me go
(Never ever...)






Begining Anew

Left awake, alone at night
Lost in a different,
state of mind.
Recalling the memory,
branding the image.
I sacrifice, so that you'll never know
what's inside, or the reason why.
I hurt myself to live,
but we live to die.
So tell me what's the fucking difference,
we're living a lie.
Infection is growing within,
would you help me win?
Release the energy,
take me in.
I need to breathe,
but I'm choking by your hands.
Time at standstill,
caught in an echo,
Screams are but a whisper.
Do you understand?
Smoke burns my eyes,
such a surprise.
Left wondering,
what went wrong.
Just happened I guess,
ashes in the wind,
New state of mind begins.





Have you ever felt
What truth is?
To be inside your head,
and feel like your dead.
Your numb from it all
and scarred from the fall.
True strength lies deep
and you've helped me
make sense out of this situation
You see it in your sleep,
and never retreat, follow it down
hear the sound of your own heart beating
They trick you into believing
and beat yourself for not seeing
Be strong if just for her,
ignore all others
Be faithful to the one
he saved you like you
saved so many others
If only you saw the world through my eyes
I'm sure alot of you'd be surprised


A Curse, A Blessing - This poem is sort of about addictions...


I feel like I'm in a hole, with nowhere to go,
and each way I Iook it's so dark, I almost can't
See the Light. I look up, see a dim stream,
But as I try to climb, the walls seem
to be filled with slime, and I slide back
From whence I came. And so I try,
Another option, I find a path in the dark.
Feel my way blindly through it. But now,
I've fallen into another hole. Water
Surrounds my being, and throws me
Left and Right; with no end in sight.
I cough and gasp, trying to find
Anything to grasp, but I'm sinking
Only deeper, with my struggling.
And though the Water tastes so sweet,
I finally feel the heat. The Burn, the Pain.
I want to sleep, but don't give up so easy,
Go baby, kick baby, Fight it All Away.
True Strength lies deep,
Open up from your Eternal Sleep, and
Look Again, See with your New Eyes.
I breathe, lash out, Scream;
Lift higher, it seems. Fight for my Right,
To Live, Exist, in this New Reality.
I hold my own, and Walk back to
the Shore. I trip and stumble,
Clumsy as I am, But
Home, Light, The Future,
Is all I see. The storm, Waves
Everything will no longer affect me.
I'm alright now, I know who
I'm supposed to be.
This is Me.