Sweetest Suicide

My heart just sank
Time is standing still
You're lying on the floor in front of me
And your blood is spilled
But it wasn't me that just killed you

You wrote a note
That said things I never seen
You said and expressed
Your love for some girl
But who was it for, was it me?
No names were mentioned

I looked at his arm
Were the blood drained from
And there I spotted my name carved in
Leading me to live my life of shame

What I had dreaded the most was real
What I tried to escape caught up to me
You killed yourself in the name of love
After it happened,
You made me feel things I thought I'd never feel

I don't know how I didn't notice before
The pain you felt and the cuts you wore
You showed your emotions so clear
I knew you were upset
But I never thought much about it

I didn't think it was this bad
It didn't know you loved me this much
You never said anything
How was I suppose to know?