A poem about ignorance |
"Jesus is black?" questions a white student wearing capris, looking up at a picture of a black Jesus she doesn't believe. "Jesus is black," states a woman quietly with grief, afraid that her spoken words don't fit into the belief of conformity. "Jesus isn't black. Don't worry," my white teacher says with a look of relief, that hits the church's fan that runs around and around so mercifully as if it never ends. The student looks at another picture and asks, "Then why is he black here?" My teacher glares as he thinks maybe he should have drank that beer as he whispers in the student's ear loud enough for me to hear, "Because... that's what color his skin is here." The student still curious goes to another teacher and asks, "Is Jesus black?" The teacher laughs and walks away not even responding with an answer. The girl walks up to another white student and asks, "Is Jesus black?" He smiles and touches the rim of his baseball cap, then smiles and says, "No he's just tan." I thought she would have been satisfied with that but she just kept on staring at the picture analyzing the color and texture, then I come next to her about to walk by then she asks me, desperately, "Is Jesus black?" She actually wants an honest answer I could have walked by told her lies laughed or even made her cry, but instead I looked at her in the eye and asked her, "Why does it matter?" "Well... I just thought." "What? That he was white?" "Yeah," she took a breath, "Well, if he's black, will he still love me?" She honestly asked. "Would he love you if you were black?" "Yes." "Then I think Jesus will love you, no matter what color his skin is," I said as we share a look, a smile, then she looks over at another student and says, "God, that's an ugly sweater." I look at her amazed noticing her blue eyes and I say, "Now, that's the Christian spirit," then I whisper "I wonder what she would do if I told her, that Jesus was gay?" But instead I smile and walk away. |