The Vault

Many times, I have wondered, do people really liek you or are they just beind nice to not hurt your feelings? I think that it would be a lot easier if people shared how they really felt about you. I always have to have this awkward silence with these people, who I know don't really like me. People are not being true to themselves if they want to lye about their feelings. If somone is cruel, I will not stand for such a thing and I will let them know of my concerns. I often sit wondering if these people have opinions that they are hiding from me. It can really drive a person crazy! It almost feels like you have a crush on someone and your afraid to ask them if they like you. Why wait? Tell a person how you feel and then this wierd feeling of hostility will go away! You won't have to spend days with muted people, waiting for somone to say something somewhat witty. Life is too short to wait for these kind of things. If people want to be accepted, they have to be honest. I would rather be around someone that didn't like me that much, then hang around somone that was really nice to me, but deep inside they hated me. There is a point to telling the truth. If anyone has ever felt like they cannot stand someone any longer, then they know the pain of living with this grudge. Just be out with everything! You may lose this perosn, but at least they won't be led on for nothing. If you are confused, then let me ask you, what do you think of me so far? Have I typed too much and bored you? Do you find me interesting and are actually thinking of what it would be like to meet me? Or, are you hating everything I have written and wish to terminate all memory of reading this. As you can see, life is full of lies and you may know someone that is living one. But, we may never know what a person REALLY thinks about us, unless of course, we could read their minds. But, that would be another thing to write about. I think (I really think this)that you can be honest with everynoe because deep inside, they probobly want to be honest with you too.