Suicide note

"This life I give up"
My suicide note to you
My words "I fucked up
now I just fall through"
But you ask if I would miss what i left behind
"There's nothing left
My life I feel was to be sacrificed
and now’s the time"
You cry in fear
But you don't understand
all my life I’ve been hurt
Too much pain for this one soul.
But my only question to myself is
"Why must I go?”