Butterfly on HIgh

sleepless days and restless nights. i dance around in this zombie like trance. waiting for the magic bullet to wisk me off. so, so gracious. trapped in this state like the boy in the bubble. im surrounded by an invisible wall that only i can see. the air is dull and dry, i breath in my own fumes and recycle my own words. choking on my own self pity i wallow up in a putrid excuse for a cacoon. months go by, i barely notice. until....yes, finally i emerge. fighting to be free i break away from those binding chains that had held my soul. i am free to roam this life and share in all of its mystism. explore the unknown and become one with all.

HAHAHAHA!

WHOOSH!

sharp laughter, a net from the sky and im captured. driving pins deep with in hold me on high. they stare and point and i fade away. now.....just an image on the wall