Alive / Life

In darkness i wait,
As always and forever,
You'll never come,
My heart is numb,
My head clouded,
I cant focus on anything
except you,
Your holding me down,
You always will,
You'll forget me and move on,
Perhaps you already have,
I sit and wait in anxious grieving,
With an ounce of hope i still hang on,
To those three words,
That bring me back to life,
I LOVE YOU
You say it,
You always have,
But do you mean it?
I lay in bed gasping for air,
All that i can hold onto are those three words,
But is it all a lie?
I cry everynight because of you,
Praying to God that your okay,
And that you havent moved on,
I still wonder...is it true??
I cry in my sleep,
I cry when i wake,
Yet i still have that ounce of hope,
I still sit in anxious grieving,
Thinking, knowing you wont come back,
You broke my heart and you know it,
Ive cheated, ive lied, but my heart always ends up with you,
But now its numb, and always will be, just like my body,
I cant feel your love, it isnt there,
All i can feel is the heat of my tears,
So here i am crying, feeling depressed, restrained, dead,
And those three words bring me back,
I LOVE YOU,
But lately you havent said them,
So i still sit in anxious grieving for those words,
Hopefully youll be there, and didnt know you broke my heart,
How can you love someone you just met? and how when your too young to know what it means?
They say I LOVE YOU with meaning and you feel...heat, a tingle throughout your body, you feel.....ALIVE