Not Mine!!

Somewhere I know that it is over long ago…
The ocean’s more barren than the deserts I’ve seen…
The skies have a hue of mysteries of yore…
You are not mine they told me…it was only a dream…
You are not mine anymore…

A dream I have nurtured, a tale I’ve spun…
A love that’s never really begun…
Pieces of stories, that fitted just right…
Holding a memory, fading out of sight…
You are not mine anymore…

Lies here beyond me, a path I must choose…
The stake is everything, that one way I can lose…
The other might take me straight to your heart…
But what it would mean now to be never apart?
You are not mine anymore…

A stranger I see now, when I gaze in your eyes…
Feel a cold shiver, sometimes I reminisce…
In front of the mirror, as I look up to see…
I see an unknown face staring back at me…
I stretch out my hand, and find yours in time…
I believe we were meant to share this love divine…
The next moment, it spurns me, as it scathes my soul…
As the touch of your hand, suddenly turns so cold…
You are not mine anymore…

You live your life and I live mine…
Two destinies in one fine cord entwined…
But knots they are forming, that we cant seem to see…
Trying harder to deny the rules of destiny…
The harder I try, seem to push you away…
As you’re going that distance, farther each day…

I hold you in prayers, in thoughts, and my soul…
I know you are loving me complete and whole…
But I realise this love wont last in time…
There isnt a way that you can ever be mine…

There’s a fire around thats spreading its wings…
Burning the delicate, love binding strings…
The strings that hold us weaved into one…
That, with so much of love and care we’ve spun…
The fumes will swallow them as days go by…
As the throngs around us would happily try…
Evrything melting, scorching, burning…
Like the rest of the world, even we are spurning…
Spurning each other, bending under stress…
Cutting the cords with no fear or regret…

A day will dawn ahead, we wont be “us” anymore…
Where we both will return to times before …
Where I wont be in your life, heart or soul…
Where you wont be mine, and I yours anymore…

And when that day arrives, I want you to know…
The fire would take victory over true love’s glow…
And when I walk past you feeling a distance between…
I will carry a part of you with me…
I will make a promise to never take a chance…
To never allow my soul to romance…
Cause love as they know it, is all that can stay…
A love like ours, can only decay…

No name, no face, no vows to be taken…
No promises, no old time pasts to be raken…
Just holding a heart n soul in love…
No bondage, just blessings from the heaven above…
And if that’s the price to pay for this love I’ve felt…
I can set myself on fire, and let everything melt…
Just want you to know that when that time comes to part…
I will leave myself there, and leave with no heart!!