My ordeal

I don't know why you can't hear me
You accuse me; your heart doesn't bear me
I can't stand this; I tell you don't underestimate me
Don't ridicule, don't cuss at me
But you keep continue your demeanor
For whatever reason you like it for
I wish you wouldn't do it
I wish you would believe me
But you insist on your suspicion
What can I say?
I may leave you one day,
Leave you in utter dismay