WHERE IS SPIRITUAL?

I can't find a site that is anything at all like my own work and ideas. I'm somewhere between the Christians and Eastern mysticism. My work is metaphysics, with a little Plato and Madame Blavatsky thrown in. And maybe a goddess poem too. I'm a thinker. I don't like to be limited. I almost became a nun once. I had an interview with a priest at Grace Cathedral, about becoming a Poor Claire. He told me to think about it. I thought and thought....and decided I had too many ideas of my own. It wouldn't be very obedient to question (and disagree with) the things they taught. So I decided I'M A NUN. I spend my time writing and studying in my little apartment.....