junior writings

Excuse me but your heart seems to be missing
What happened now? Another heart broken escapade
We flee from the real and run towards the fake

Tell me if it’s more than we see
Something more than skin deep
Something more
A love deeper deeper than we are

All we want is the here and now
Only the broken know where there hearts are found

You only say you love me when I’m close
Only because you don’t want to reach
I’ll show you love if you show me sympathy

Awaken the love that was always there
Or go to what we want to be real
To be real
Love that was buried buried inside




It’s always the romantics that want to die / or is it the fact that romance is dead / burning out like a phoenix with broken wings / that’s all I am / no life worth saving / no life worth living/ selfish ambition / just burning in a grave / I always knew this would be my fall / to bad I never found the cure (in a coma) / Maybe it’s time I realize my worth / knowing I’m nothing /I know I’m not alone/ but it’s just the fact that no one is there makes it feel bittersweet / I need you / I always knew this would be my fall / To bad I never found the cure ( in a coma) / Someday this will all be over / Someday we will truly live/ someday / Just in moment we’ll find joy/ Someday



Walk away from me never say my name again / you never saw what you’ve done / you’ve only assumed that I would be gone by now / never saw a change which is why I stayed the same / burn me down without regret / you always said I’d never changed / cut me off shut me out / do what you can just never say my name
I’m not worth your time or patronage / you said I would succeed hoping in no return / I’m not worth being remembered / you just want to remember my faults / everyone enjoys what you think / assumptions made of what I used to be / if only you knew what you’ve done / do what you can just never say my name again
Hostile glares remembered, love that was never shown / you said you cared as you held the trigger / pain never shown emotions lost in blank eyes / cut out what could have changed / never to return, never stayed the same / always thought you would be there / never thought it could be like this / do what you can just never say my name again
You picked me up knowing what I am / saw the broken heart strings and deep wounds / facial scars left, scored from regret / saved me from what I am and what I would be / You took me from my broken haven / put together what I never had / forever I will wait for You / and now I wait for the day when you say my name


Sometimes I feel like I should’ve never been here all along, a mistake that came your way something that would ever need / I don’t understand why you care, or even want to all I am is a failure something that you shouldn’t have to deal with / I’m broken, reckless, headstrong, and unthankful, something that I don’t want you to be with / I’m not worth your effort of making me better, I’m just slowly falling away, something that will never be worth anything / I don’t see why you expect something from me, I’m never going to be successful
This is the hell I live in, you took my heaven that I found / Took something that you will never understand, something that you will never know how I feel / I’m left here alone with my thoughts that kill me
Sometimes I feel like you would never understand, these thoughts that plague my mind are something that no one should see / I’m not worth the effort and concern you show, it’s not like you know what’s going on or my motives and feelings / I’m worthless, useless, lifeless and difficult, something that I don’t want you to be with / Everyone else left me when they know who I am, something that you would do to / These tears that fall wont change a thing about me, something that I wish is that is that someone like you would save me from this
This is the hell I live in, you took my heaven that I found / Took something that you will never understand, something that you will never know how I feel / I’m left here alone with my thoughts that kill me