Reality of You

Wait a second
Hush up the howling wind
Stuck in the same place
You're showing up again
To watch me bleed
I supposed it makes you
Feel better, what you need
Yet I'm still here
Breathing, being
I have no use for your games
I'm looking to where you still are
Not moving on, just spinning
Spinning around
Don't you
Try to take me back
To the feeling of tears
Mine have all left me
Yours have yet to come
Sing your song to yourself now
Don't try to have me sing along
Silence will be my gold
If you release it
Stay in the emotional casket
I made for you
Remain forever
In the background
Center stage
Has been replaced
You shan't take it again
I'm here, still here
Breathing, being
I have no use for your games
They aren't a match for mine
I have no use for you