can you tell me?

I couldn’t understand why
I don’t want to but I have to
I know this is something that I hade to do
I felt like it was coming to the end
I love you

This didn’t mean that I wanted to
We were in the crowd when you reached out your hand
I’m sorry I rejected you
I know my heart was telling me not to
But my mind couldn’t explain me and you

I know that I love you so
And that ill never let you go
But what will ever happen if we go out
If we ever decide to break up is that the doubt
Will it rune are friendship?

Or begin a different relationship?
Will I ever be the same?
I know I just might sound a little lame
But if this is the cost of love
Then I want to take it because it coming from the heavens above

Tell me what to do
I can’t keep my mind of you
Can you hear me say I love you?
Can you tell me what is right to do?
I can’t help being in love with you

You know that we can’t be
I got somebody here but I want you
I think I made a mistake I got to get you back
But I got to let it go
Deep down you know that it was best for me to be with you

I’m going to break down and cry
So many days so many hours I lived with out you
I’m still waiting for you to return
I go to sleep at night thinking about you
Knowing I’m still alive I walk alone without you

Sometimes I wish you will find me because I’ve lost myself
My heart is beating
Please find me I don’t want to be alone
I am hardly breathing
Rescue me from this lonely world which I wonder day and night
Waiting for you because you’re my shiny knight
Wake me up when you come

I’m becoming who I am
I’m drenched in my memories
Can you tell me when this all ends
I start to get cold
You wrap your arms around me to get warm

I look at you, you look at me
You lean on me and give me a kiss on the cheek
I smile at you, you smile at me
I say I love you
You say you love me to

Is this just my memory?
Or is this really reality?
So now can you please tell me?