a heart broken individual that has been rediculed for being in a "forbidden love" |
Blink By Wyze What does this mean, burned are my thoughts of rebirth. I am cursed and can stand to bare the weight no more. I am told that I may not have the bread and butter, but what good one without the other? My smile is plastic, my words are Hollow. I rehearse a routine that comforts the masses and keeps the demons at the gate. but my eyes close every other second only to display my freedom within the darkness of a... Blink I dont think because although freedom of thought and decision is a right, its not suggested. What am I fighting for? Even if I were able to dispell my inambitions my siren sings a song of guilt and sorrow, and I may only hum the ballad. Blink The door of innocences locks from the outside and I may no longer enter. Disgusting,Horrible, disrespectful. The description of the sinner, and yet the words themselves are a sin. So what places you above the trough? Your nose digs into the leftovers and feceses first and last, while I only wish to sustain life. Blink I am not a martyr for your crusades and your gloat in favour of Morality. you stand there and believe there is just this. You believe my actions are those of the flesh and you choose to refuse the mind and heart. For if you were to aknowledge them it would then be an even harder fight with morality. Do you stand by the principals of the heart or mind? I to once judged and placed blame. I to found content in self, in pointing flaw and correcting error. And yet what if our judgement was flaw and error? do we find less beauty in the rose that grows in the swamp, than the one that grew in the meadow....a rose is a rose... Blink My reunion with death is brief yet educational. Those that would have felt sorrow in my passing, feel no pain my my excruciating solitude. Yet they care? Ironic how those that want whats best for me is so sure that I am unable to recognize it for myself. My reunion with death, has the sickle rested gently on my neck. and the foot of his robe sways almost metronome like in and out of view as I lean forward for the slice. Death's face, a blank canvas with expressions of eternity and pain spelled in blood. Blink Who would invite such a creature, willingly into their own mind? I suppose the sinner would. The sinner that craves the sin but cowers the priest. The sinner that does not recognize the sin but is reminded that the heart is a deceptive thing that only those without, may truly understand morality. Why then does god place one in my chest if only to be removed? As Death raises the sickle I raise a hand of overflowing narcotics to my face. there is no more sin, no more heart, just morality, just the constant chant of the crusaders as they view the remains of the sinner and shake their head questioning what would have driven the sinner to this extent. The confusing question never dwelled upon long enough, for there are to many sinners to address and yet not enough graves to bury them Blink. |