Brighton

it reminds me of you.
this, now.
and i am dying inside because i miss that feeling so much.
when are you going to come home?
tomorrow? will you come tomorrow?
i cant take this anymore.
you're killing me.
when, please tell me when.
memories are overtaking me.
i am losing. i am losing this.
i have to. i have to be i with you.
where are you. where has all this gone?
it reminds me of your presence.
can you hear me? can you feel me yet----
just to hug you again, to smell you.
you've taken over me. i cant leave now.
i cant say good-bye anymore.
you must come back,
you must come find me again.
so that we aren't lost forever.
remember, remember, remember. remember then? back then.
i loved you so much.
all yours, i was all yours.
do you remember the songs,
do you remember the distance from everything else.
the adventures. the nights of anything. all of you.
beautiful fucked up emotions all for you.
or maybe its this, maybe its a dream,
a nightmare of us.
i inhale this and remember your esscence.
such beauty. painful regret.
and its over. and i still cry for you. still bleeding for you.
your touch. hold me. catch my tears.
i've saved all yours.
and i will forever...
the waters turning green here. its stale. its dying--also.
they swim, they laugh. they don't know you. they don't miss you.
i do. i miss you. and i cant laugh anymore. it reminds me of you.