still

I still remember the times that you made me
cry and you weren't there to whip my eye and apologize.
You said you never ment to hurt me but that
dosen't mean you didn't.It means you know how
to lie. Espeacilly to me.
The words you said pierced my heart and tore
my world apart.
I was scared, in fear of letting go of my
past and moving on to my future.
I knew I'd always miss you and forget you never.
Nothing will ever be clear again the
moments we shared and the moments that made me cry
even the moments I lost still hurt me inside
I guess it wasn't meant to be.
You and me.