Dont Lose Yourself

i miss you.......
like a sister misses another
not like how they miss you
they all crave another before-work quickie
in the basement
while i listen helplessly from the next dimension
it hurts to know they love you
to know that all their words are just pretend
and still you hold on
and dream of better things in store
these thoughts make my head
SCREAM

to know that my best friend
my sister, my guardian angel
dies a little more everyday
and i can do nothing
you believe you can change how they think
and deep down
something says that the abuse is worth it
emotional. verbal. physical
i worry that maybe one day
you'll forget.......................
forget who you really are
the amazing person you are
and give it all away to someone who forgets your name

Dont Lose Yourself
you havent found that one who makes your heart stop
if he makes you into someone you're not