Todays a good day to drown

we need a reporter to the crime scene.
boy found dead in a lake.
white as hell,
and as far as i can tell,
shes to blame.
well as you rustle in your sheets.
i hope you cry for me.
as you sleep and dream,
i hope you think of me.
ill watch you fall and cry.
and laugh at your misery.
tear 1,2,3.
"dont laugh at me."
i never wanted it to be this way.
its just too late.
and i never said im sorry.
its just too late.
you know that ive been lieng.
theres so much you dont know.
theres so much you have to know.
the hardest part is letting go.
i want to die for you so bad.
this has to be the truth.
i cant lie to you again.
everything i accused you of
i was doing myself.
(isnt that how it works?)
everything i said i was is a lie.
you really dont deserve to die.
im not worth it.
im not worth you.
we need that investigator now.
unbelievable news that theres more to it than it sounds.