The scarechosis

It was exactly three days before all hallows eve when I first began to notice subtle changes in the people around me.Small,insignificant as they were they left me with a feeling of terror so overpowering that I would vomit.I was a stay at home mom for the last twenty six years and had known for some time the young adult members of the family enjoyed partaking in a joint now and then.Giggling,acting a bit goofy then munching down.But on october the twenty eighth two thousand,six our lives and those of the people around us began to change dramatically.It was almost as if under the cover of darkness so as to not be seen something crept into our home and consumed not only all that was good in each of us but also ripped apart our rational minds taking with it the key elements that enable us to see true signs,symptoms of mental illness. leaving in their place the traits in humans that make haters, killers,psychopaths,
selfishness so extreme that even the instinctual love a mother has for her child became nonexistent.There was no love anywhere only paranoia,feelings of betrayal,the people we loved became our biggest enemy,a threat to our achieving what we had to have to satisfy our selfish desires.I watched in horror as everything ,everyone I ever loved disapeared before my eyes,the heart ache i suffered in knowing there would be no more hugs,kisses or love shown me by the people i loved so deeply was more than i could bear.my ears would never again hear mom i love you nor would i feel the bond that was truly a gift given to those with love in their hearts.the terror of watching what good was left in the world being stripped away leaving behind only evil was far worse than facing death.Suddenly I heard a voice calling to me saying its ok your going to be alright.Your in the hospital the candy bar you ate was laced with drugs,I sighed with relief that my child hadnt been the one to eat the candy that was tainted.