An Unhappy Ending

My heart brims with emptiness and despair,
Wishing that maybe someone would care.
As I sit here hopelessly waiting,
My life's worth desperately debating
I long to see the light
and kindle within me the hope of love's tender bite.
My broken heart I feel its aching,
My last breath I dream of taking.
The sleepless nights I continuously endure,
My vision the tears always seem to blur.
The lonely days seem to have no end,
Depression it comes as an old friend.
The years I spend in self-denial,
Waiting for judment at my own trial.
As I languish for death or love,
I happen to notice the light above.
The pain inside me begins to ease,
No longer I feel deaths threatening tease.
The darkness begins to peel away,
And I feel no sadness from yesterday.
Once more I look upon the body I see
The once warm body that used to be me
And I realize now what I did
When I took the bottle and popped the lid
I ended my sadness and my life
No razor, gun, or knife.
It's not the end for me its only the start
But at long last I feel no aching
In my once beating heart.