I was taught to come to God with your frustrations and thats exactly what I do |
God you work all things for the good? Well if that’s the case then you have lots to work with I use what I’ve learned, from what I’ve gone through to counsel others What does that get me? My phone ringing off the hook A huge phone bill Calls at 3 am because someone’s love life is turning sour Sometimes I just get sick of… Helping I mean don’t get me wrong I love everyone I council like they were family But sometimes all their stress and my stress put together gets to me Another thing God I know that the best councilor is someone who has been through the same thing that you are talking to them about But come on do I have to go through every experience I council someone on? I mean gosh! Its great that you have used every bad experience that I have gone through and made it to glorify you but can’t I just have a break from the stress every once in a while?! I mean I am starting to expect the worse in every situation just because I expect you to use it for me to council someone! Being a mom and house wife and college student and trying to keep my dating life in shape is a ton of Freaking work! I’m exhausted I need some time to relax. Lately I just want to smash my phone into a million pieces. I just want to get a walkie-talkie so I can talk to Justin and no one else He is the only one not adding drama to my life or trying to give me one more thing that I have to do before I can relax! ... God I guess what I am trying to say is that I’m tired Can you please spare your little girl a little bit of peace? Amen |