Part of my walls

Melted in as if you were part of this madness
from the beginning,
as if you knew my background and
were part of my walls forever…
I’d have a child with you
And name it anything you like.
I’d put you in a mental crystal box
And grant you all the freedom,
No matter the amount of orgies or their decadence.
I’d surround you with all my laughter
And let you be the devil itself.
I’d let you have every inch of my skin
and take my body,
the way you do in my dreams.
Night after night, morning after morning.
I’d kiss your arms and shoulders,
Let you dissolve in my mouth.
I’d play with each hair on your stomach
And dance naked for you.
I’d betray the world for you,
I’d forsake my ‘house of men’ for you -
And we both know how much that means.
I’d have many children with you and
Name them anything you like.
I’d admire you (as I do now) for being illogical and sinful.
I don’t need you in the next lifetime,
I want you in this one -
I’d like to go to hell with you…