willing and ready

Have you ever been willing to do anything for someone?
Have you ever been so sure that what you were doing was right that you were ready on a moment's notice to give up the entire world to ensure it?
It's an amazing feeling.
It has nothing to do with love, nothing to do with hate, nothing to do with lust or jealousy, revenge or thanks...
It's nothing besides passion to the utmost.
It takes over your body and you cannot feel cold, you can't smell or taste at all and your sight may as well be gone because you are in a state of hypnosis and directness of mind where you can hear and respond unconsciously.
It's the kind of overwhelming feeling and envigorating sense of power that makes your pain go away, no matter how much, no matter what kind.
It's unimaginable and impossible to empathize the feeling that goes along with knowing that no matter if it kills you and you don't even succeed, there is no way anyone can stop you from trying because the mere fact that you're trying seems to be and actually is the only thing keeping you alive.
And if you die trying, it's still worth it because even if you die, the rythmic flow of pure passion throughout your body will prevent all kinds of physical and emotional pain that could make you doubt yourself or your purpose.
If you don't know what I mean, don't worry about it.
If you do know, and you have been here, in this... I'm sorry.