is this a facade

Why is it now that sometimes
i think, and these thoughts that
burn their images brilliatly in my minds eye
just feed the rage that wants to build in me?
i dont want it.

I dont want the fear of anger
i dont want the lonliness of fear
anger leads astray and only in
these briefest of moments am i truly alone

As this facade slowly falls
apart there are others around
with eyes closed, they lift me up and
suddenly all apprehension is gone
the calming peace of music begins
to flow through my world, it begins
to engulf and comfort me
ah...a blanket of love

I love you God and my Family