CHANGE

My destiny's uncertain,my hearts full of rage.

I know i'm so much better but,it's hard to change.

I try to be so tough, not let my weakness show.

When I am dieing inside, I can't let those feeling's go.

I wish i could rewind time, make my future bright.

I would have listened to my mom, I know now she was right.

I would have stayed in school,and graduated

Went to college, and not waited.

Not had sex,not had kid's.

Been so strong ,not given in.

Been indepentdant, held my own.

Made better decisions, when i was grown.

So now i know and it's to late.

To change my past and control my fate.