What Blessed Angel?

What Blessed Angel?
By Kristal Feltman (Kayenna)

How do I do it?
How do I keep from falling?
How can I keep it
All so well and balanced?

I carry the load of myself and others
I've done it so long I don't even slip
I help one and then another
It doesn't matter who it is.

What Blessed Angel
Gave me this gift?
What Blessed Angel
Taught me to dance

With the sky beneath my feet
And the clouds below me
As I keep the beat
While I carry this Burden?

How did this happen?
For not long ago
I wasn't happy
Now my joy thrives.

I was once cursed
Couldn't carry the burden
My Pain I did nurse
While I fell with my Torture.

We fell like raindrops
From the darkest of skies.
We fell onto rooftops
I was shattered and broken.

In those darkest of days
The Burden kept growing
As though Demons played
While I lay with my Torture.

What twist of fate
Took me from there
And pushed me away
To where I don't hurt?

What great force changed me
So I could carry this pain?
What is it that made me
So much stronger than I am?