Maybe It's Just Me

Will I ever know love?
Or was I meant to be alone?
But being alone I had enough

Maybe first I need God up above
To see the love I was already shown
And that my life wasn’t so rough

If I could just let go of the past
I’d be able to live my life right
And maybe just for once be happy

But I know, just being me, it’ll never last
I’d still feel regret, pain, and sorrow every night
There would be people around, but I’d still feel lonely

What can I do?
Cause this is who I am
I guess I’m meant to feel down

Nothings changed, nothing new
But I guess I’m the one to blame
For letting myself drown

In life I have a choice
But I guess I already chose
To feel the way I feel

In my head is a voice
And its telling me I’m gonna lose
No matter what the deal

Man I’m tired of living this way
Of it being only me, myself and I
When will someone just come along

Who would want to be with me everyday
Someone, to me, will never lie
Someone who’d work it out, even when I’m wrong

Man what a dream
Cause I know that will never be
I would never be so lucky

To me, life is what you make it seem
What you want people to see
Pretending even to yourself, you ARE really happy