Of Broken Roads and Dark Horizons

I'm walking here alone,
This road of mine is broken.
Ghosts of the past,
Passing through me;
Memories softly spoken.

The sun has long since
Disappeared,
In the dark horizon;
And in the sky, as in my heart,
The darkness had arisen.

I wonder how I don't fall apart
Maybe the cold inside my
Heart, is holding me together.
If it is so, can I let go,
And be in peace forever?

It would've been too easy,
To clear my heart from pain;
Erase you from my veins.
No, it can't be this easy.
In this world, the pain prevails.

In this black world
There's just one thing I know
No matter what
My future holds,
I'm not letting my independence go.

I'm broken,
But I won't scream for you.
I'm lonely,
But I won't reach for you.
I'm slipping-
And it's a wobbling rock
I'm gripping;
But I'd rather fall alone
Than know
You've thrown me
Into darkness.