A little poem about coping with loss - badly in this case. |
Smiling in the rain The lonely tear of a fallen angel The last caress of death The fading light within your eyes The final icy breath To die within, and live without As life looses all its mortal charms To sleep at last and end the dream To lie forever in an angels arms This last tear I shed for thee A tear of blood my final right I see it fall upon your face A drop of pain into the night I cannot hold back anymore A cry of pain and guilt and rage The beast awakens within my soul From a broken heart, a shattered cage once more I leave the light behind once more I step into the flame I am the beast within the dark For I know I am the one to blame You ask me if I've know love You ask me if I've know pain Ive cried a thousand tears joy hidden by the rain But that was then and this is now Now you ask me what I fight for I fight because its all I have But theres nothing left worth fighting for You ask me for my concience To justify my sin I offer you my soul Though all is dark within I walk along this bloody road The path remains a mystery Each step I takes the way home Each step I have to justify For how can a man of darkeness become a being of light when purity is sacrasant and pain his only right Accept and you shall see To walk the path and know the way There is a choice we all must make Face yourself this darkest day But I do not wish to choose just yet For I enjoy the pain And no one sees my lack of tears as I smile in the rain |